Tuesday, November 13, 2007
[let's run...]
I watched hammy run just now and as she runs, her right hind leg was lifted up leaving her weight on her other three legs. She tried running eventhough her left hind leg was not strong enough to support her. As she limped forward with all her weight on her front legs, she tried running again but yet she fell. She pushed herself harder and harder to stand on her feet each time she fell.She seems like she's telling herself: I fall but yet I can stand up myself. I fall but yet I do not give up.I fall but yet I tell myself that I will try again and again. Though physically she couldn't continue on her run, her mental ability made her move on and on....
She is really a impressive little one...
GET LOST FOR NOW.
9:17 AM
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Sunday, November 11, 2007
[gain and loss...]
It's been a pretty short weekend, short enough that time always seems to fly when you are enjoying that moment. Nevertheless, I gotta snap back to reality and face work tomorrow morning.Just a quick update of my life...I started on a new job already, yy thought that I was kinda fast in switching my jobs and people may think that I am just hopping from one to another but that's not the case! My job at company A was just a temp job that was suppose to last for one month and as said by the agent that if I happen to perform well enough, there's a high chance for conversion to perm. But my chances soon fell when I was paired to work with this girl, who coincidently sat near me during the first day of induction. My first impression of her was that she looked full of drive and when I started talking to her then I soon realised her strong interpersonal skills had won me over. She's a girl who learns fast and works fast. And being on par with a girl like her, it makes you want to work faster and complete task at a speed that you may not want to work at. I admire her work attitude and soon I find myself trying to compete with her in terms of work speed...
Perhaps because of this and her constant keeness in clearing any doubts that she may faced in her job, she won over our boss willingness to hired her within a week. I was partly happy for her and partly sad for myself when I heard that the bosses wanted to interview her but yet not me. I don't see myself standing lower than her in terms of work progress but what I gotta admit is her eagerness to work has won me all over. In additional, I soon come to realise that nothing seems to be in line for me and I don't see any future for myself there. If I can't even get a proper interview with the bosses, why should I still stay? I grabbed onto another job opportunity that came by and I think I made the right decision.
Everything else in company B wins over company A - in terms of working hours, pay wise, working environment etc...the only thing that I find myself missing which company B lacks is the fun-loving bunch of colleagues there. Life was happier with this bunch of people and I really miss them..sigh. Why can't everything be perfect?Why do I have to gain something and yet lose another? That's really sad....
Will update on my Genting trip soon! I was really glad that I am able to spend quality time with my parents, it was worth the trip there eventhough we didn't gamble...haha
Good night world!
GET LOST FOR NOW.
2:12 AM
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Sunday, November 04, 2007
[problematic nature...]
feeling so down now even after I had such an enjoyable shopping trip...
even after enduring such office politics, long hours at work, non-appreciation of your work from bosses I still have to endure other things...
I feel sad that least effort is shown from the other party and I feel down that the other party thinks that you are finding fault with him/her...
isn't clubbing a place where everyone hangs out?Why do I have to seek others' opinion or approval when I want to club?I mean I also want to meet up with friends whom I haven't seen for sometime =( I am not a girl who don't pay for her own drinks or her own cover charge; I am even willing to pay for my friends' drinks as long as I know they are happy...
I know that it's important to think of others but what you feel about other's minding the presence of other people is maybe just your own one sided thinking?
And isit friends made from strangers?
I am heading to genting later on and I have got a bad feeling I will be unwell there as I am starting to have a sore thoat again and my green phlemge is still on going....sigh....
why I go malaysia always end up sick? I kinda dislike going there already =(
with the lack of sleep, bad sore throat, red eyes and a run-down mood...I seriously don't know how am I going to enjoy my trip...
wish me a safe trip okie? =)
GET LOST FOR NOW.
3:16 AM
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