Wednesday, September 20, 2006
[Happy Birthday to my boyish Ben!]
Thank you all who has came and made it such a wonderful birthday dinner for Benamin, it was great to have the company and joy that all of you bring!!!Sucha a pleasant dinner!*all smiles*
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4:45 AM
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006
[Bestie Burfday part 2...]
Night was so pleasant but that was not the end of it.A great night has lead to more pleasant moments...eventually after our oh-so-full dinner, we went straight for supper. And suprisingly,my tummy has got room for more.lolx yeah what's new?(suddenly Waikit's cunning face appears in mind) He has always been saying that from don't know since when...haha Oh!Whatever!
Many ex-classmates came for supper, it was a nice gathering. Initially I thought friends whom I have not met for quite sometime, you will kinda feel this distance in between. I felt that when they first arrive at market 85 but not long after we chatted about past school days,how are we doing currently,how are things going for all of us...the gap slowly closes up...I guess it must have been our previous bonding or affinity???
It makes me cherish my friendship with the girls more. Our friendship started similarly like empty canvases, with time and effort and luv, colours are added, textures are applied and ideas are developed. For some, interests fade and it remains unfinished, leaving aside for dust to be collected. For others, enough is never enough, you just keep adding on, pefecting it with every loving tender stroke, just so that it will turn out to be a masterpiece some day, one day. And for everytime that I have added a stroke, it's telling you how much that I cherish our friendship, our bonding. Really hope that our canvase of friendship will always be perfected by each and everyone of us. Even if it doesn't,even if the masterpiece ended up half done, it's enough to bring out life-time amount of happiness and undescribable joy =)
Love you girls!!!!=)
P.S. Still contemplating whether I should take a peek at my MM notes...I realise that I can be such a slothful person. my goodness...=/
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12:06 PM
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Saturday, September 16, 2006
[Bestie Burfday part 1...]
It's strange how time flies and not even till you grasp enough of what you had, it just goes by. Once again it was my bestie birthday and no matter how busy my schedule is, from now till the end, I will always make it for her birthday celebration unless circumstances disallowed. It was a sweet celebration at Swensen, an in-prompt-to change when New York New York was filled. Tucking in to our yummy main courses while bitching about how guys fail when they go on dates.lol Meiyi girl has just got too many bad experiences but I believe that being through such will lead to more favourable moments for her.The great thing was that Swensen had a complimetary ice-cream for the birthday girl(yin)!=) Saves us on our dessert, making the total cost for the meal much more affordable!Budget!Budget!
Meiyi and Yin!!!!Send me more pictures so I can upload!!!
yawns...feeling sleepy and very reluctant to send dad to the airport AGAIN! -_-"
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4:51 AM
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Wednesday, September 13, 2006
[What's right?]
2 hours of sleep is called Snooze
5 hours of sleep is called Nap
8 hours of sleep is called Sleep
That's my definitions of rest
Isn't it so?
And guess what??! I just got myself a pair of high heels shoes while shopping online(yayaya shopping again!) Wanted to get the black ones but they were all sold out!=(
I have been looking for peep-toe-pumps for quite sometime now and I finally found this!!! It looks so gorgeous to me!!!Wanted to get the sea green ones in Taiwan but they were way over budget while this cost 20bucks! Within budget...*hehex*
I know they are abit way high for high heels...I have all along been avoiding wearing heels. Not that I don't like wearing them but it makes me way too tall!!!!!
*pouts lips*
But it's always a girl's thing to wear heels and I am a girl after all...hmmmm....
Just can't wait for it to arrive!!!!=)
P.S: school has been fun these two days, I love to see the smiles on familiar faces at school =)
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1:59 AM
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Saturday, September 09, 2006
[Some days just pass like that...]
It's really kinda unexpected how "lovey-dovey" my sis and her dearie aka yang can be. She called me up in the middle of the night just to complain about him throwing her out of the car cuz she stinks. She asked me to give him a thrashing in the ear for being sucha pain in the ass. They started laughing on the phone and all...I can imagine the scene how they playfully push each other and fight "lovingly"...
Give me a break will you? haha
Finally, today she confessed to me that it's hard not to try to be cute or childish infront of boyfriends. She even said that it was a "natural thing"....err....*speechless* (I thought someone said to me not long ago that it's very disgusting to act like that?) my little sis is just too in luv.....
luv...luv...luv...
But I reckon that this will be one of the longest relationship she will be in so far. It's a gut feeling and I hope that it's true =)
You know what? Recently I have been real broke....argh!!!! Hate that feeling...I worked only for 2 weeks for these 3 months holidays due to the Taiwan trip...I had already spent like half of my 2 weeks pay already. I wonder how can I survive on my mere small amount of pocket money when I need to incur huge expenses recently.The leehong concert tickets, many many friends' birthdays,important anniversary and my shoppoholic nature have all resulted in me being cleaned out.
Argh!!!!! *roars in anger*
Anyways, I gotta find a solution to my problem..no point venting my fustration on my blog.
Sis and I finally bought the hp ink cartridges and ear pieces for ourselves today. Those ink cartridges cost a bomb...both black and coloured ones totalled up was 100plus bucks...Luckily we had some vouchors to pay for the stuffs, if not I would't be that willing to spend that amount of money on it.I was wondering that this amount of money is actually enough for us to buy a brand new printer! I searched through the auctions and found out that I can actually get a new hp printer at 50bucks!It's actually much cheaper than the black ink cartridge that we have bought!
On a side note, I got a sudden urge to watch a hilarious movie!
Little Man!!! It's nice to give yourself a good laugh once in awhile...(:
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4:21 AM
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Friday, September 01, 2006
[This is my life...]
I was talking to my mum over at the dinning table last night where I confessed to her about my poor results. My mum didn't scold me, but I really wish she did.Just get something hard to whack against my head, to wake up my idea. But she didn't. It's why she didn't that made me feel that I am sucha a loser.
For all these years in my life, my life in studies...I brought her nothing but poor results,pain and worries. Seeing the grey hair that starts to spread on her forehead, I can't help but feel that I have let her down. As she starts to console me and says that I should try harder...I can't help but feel the pain.
Neither me nor my sister has brought her fascinating results before that she could feel proud of us. Even when others 'glorified' their kids infront of us, she will just smile and praise. Yet, she wasn't able to praise her own kids infront of them.
I have let her down =(
Feeling so down now...
I would like to share a little history or rather secret with all...i guess it may sound quite absurd.
I was a EM1 student during my primary school days...I got into EM1 because my teacher requested for me to be in....please please do not think that EM1 students are geniuses or are all great in their studies. Because I am not.
I am the EM1 student that was last in class
I am the EM1 student that took higher chinese but flanked nearly all my spellings in class...higher chinese was way to difficult for me. I rememeber once I hid a book underneath the table and tried to copy but I still ended up with a big fat zero on my spelling book.
I am the EM1 student that did worst than many many many EM2 students during my PSLE.
I remember running home to cry when many of my friends got into 'famous schools' but yet I ended up in a neighbourhood school.
Do you know why I cried so badly? For all the 6 or 12 choices that was chosen for my sec schools, i didn't even get in to any. I thought too highly of myself. I felt worst when my EM2 friends asked me why I did worst than them.
I was speechless.
Things didn't become that well in secondary school and it was much worst in JC...I hated my JC and my JC life...so many stories to tell but yet speechless for words.
I am so ashame of myself...sighz...
One last chance
To prove myself wrong
I need that faith
......
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1:18 AM
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Meiyi and Yin!!!!Send me more pictures so I can upload!!!
Little Man!!!