I pretended to stay asleep in bed just now - guess I wouldn't have done that 17 years ago when my neighbour's daughter got married. She was my nanny and she has 7 daughters!!!Gosh!!! I never failed to attend any of her daughters wedding as a flower girl...but yet on this very day...they locked me in the house. I was dressed up prettily that day in my usual white dress, aniticipating the bride to bring me away. When I heard noises, I rushed towards the door but was stopped. My mum disallowed me to go with them, I remembered her trying to come out with some reasons but I cried it all away...I kept crying, occasionally peering through little gaps to see if someone will come for me. After all the noises died away, I lost all hope...
Till today, I remember clearly what happened, I guess it's those little stuffs that kids remember. But till now, I still don't know why they don't allow me to go, I guess it should be some superstitious way of thinking of what year of pig(which is me) clashes with the bride/groom...
Till today,I still wish that they let me out to see the bride...
I definitely wouldn't stay in bed like just now...
Actually, it's just my refusal to do something that I don't want to do
I am not procrastinating but just that I do not wish to walk you through
To me, it's more like walking you into your dreams but into my nightmare
But yet, I am walking away from reality...
I would be most gladful to walk you through the aisle like your next kin
and give you my blessings right till the end
But yet, I do not wish to walk you through now.
I wondered if what i have done was wrong...
hmmm....=?
Listen to this song just makes my heart aches
yeah I have just finish watching a few episodes of this korean "soap opera"
It's really a very sad love story as throughout the show the couple who love each other so much can't be together..not even till the end...the ending was even tragic as the male lead died =( I wonder what happen to that script writer..how can he/she write such a tragic story out...I guess only girls as weak as me will feel so much for a serial...
Emo Emo...
I just feel like hugging my love ones real tight now...never to let them go...
as they are all really really precious to me...
I miss u ....
I miss my buddy! I wonder when will she be home to join us again..she didn't get to meet up with me and Rain that day thus i decided to put her into our pictures so as if we all get to meet up together!!! *grinz* Rain and I went to Fish & Co at the Glass House for dinner that day...we chatted for awhile and exchange gifts...soon after she left to meet up with her boyfriend for ktv...hehe
I and Ben had a great dinner at Chomp Chomp today, the food was delicious but as usual the place was very crowded. Took quite awhile before we could get a seat =( Actually we didn't know how to get there , we only had a rough idea how to go. But without making any wrong turns, we made our way there fast!=) What a surprise??!!! We sat infront of this bbq chicken wings store...the fan was blowing directing onto our faces while we were enjoying the food...thus pic taken above of us was very ugly(messy hair)...and my shirt still irks of bbq chicken wings smell Eek!!!
